Haven’t gambled since my last (recent ) post https://www.reddit.com/r/problemgambling/comments/lanth2/here_again_lost_everything_unable_to_continue/Since then, I have confessed to my significant other, address the debt with my business partners, and made a commitment to stop gambling. As we all will come to realize, this will be a life-long battle and some days may be harder than most. I am thankful for the support of my local GA group and my friends/family for support. I haven’t been able to move forward until I became open with my relapse.Today was my first inkling of even considering to gamble in a week. Why you ask? It was the comp money which makes no difference in the amount because the decision to start again will cost me everything. If not money in the immediate future, your mindset and self-worth will take a step back regardless of the immediate result. Furthering myself from any reconciliation to the broken relationships that I’ve created.I felt guilty and ashamed to even have a thought of gambling in my own head since it caused me so much heartache and pain. My way of thinking needs to change and understand myself more which will take time and I realize that.Know yourself and don’t act from reoccurring triggers. There is no easy way out.
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